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I love you, but... by zanaiber, literature

It's over now by zanaiber, literature

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It's over now

Forced in a direction I was never headed, Taking me to an end I'd always dreaded. I thought what we had was something good. But I never really knew where I stood. I guess we were just too different, What a wasted 4 months we spent. At least it doesn't hurt too much, Although I already miss your touch. I wish things had turned out another way, But there's nothing left for us to say. I hope that when I see you next, Things will have turned out for the best.

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Less than perfect by zanaiber, literature

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Less than perfect

I may not be the perfect daughter, but can't you accept me for who I am? Everyone has imperfections, no one is always right. Yet everytime you talk to me, you start to pick a fight. I may never be the perfect daughter but this is who I am. A little bit forgetful, won't remember everything you say. A little bit withdrawn, but that's a price you have to pay. You're not the perfect parents, but this is who you are. You try to hold me back, from things I like to do. But my performance in work has no reflection on you. I'm not the perfect daughter, but this is who I am. You're not the perfect parents, But I'll always love you,

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Today... by zanaiber, literature

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Today...

A momentary lapse in time, then maybe you'll be mine; with just a seconds hesitation, I could be your motivation. As the days go by, I let out a quiet sigh; for I know at long last, that these things don't happen fast. Without the bad times, we can't appreciate the good; without the grief, joy can't ever be as it should. So I stop and enjoy the present time, where i'm really doing just fine. Even better times lie ahead, after the tears have been shed. Don't wish away today, or else tomorrow might not stay...

Alzheimer's by zanaiber, literature

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Alzheimer's

Life is never quite what it seems, if only we could live in a world of dreams. We could live in a place where all is perfection, in a wonderful place with no rejection. A life with no fear, or pain; where no one goes insane. Nobody could forget a loved one, looking blank with no recognition. No retreating to the past with someone gone, but staying in today, enjoying the fun. Why can medicine not find you, bring back the person we once knew. Memories are all that we have left, it's lucky those we have are the best. Life really isn't quite what it seems, it is you who lives in your world of dreams....

Dance by zanaiber, literature

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Dance

Give me a chance, just one small chance and I could teach you how to dance. We would dance throughout life, tip-toe around all fear and strife. We'd whirl around for endless days, through wind, rain and sunshine rays. We'd tango through times of passion, living on love, no fear of ration. We'd waltz around through sorrow and fear avoiding sadness and fast flowing tears. We'd slow dance through the happy times, taking time to commit it to our minds But life cannot be lived like this There'd be so much that we might miss. In times of fear we can find strength, leaving ease to enjoy more smiles at length. Without times of sorrow

Rejection by zanaiber, literature

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Rejection

I'm feeling a little down; and now I find myself frown. Why do you not seem to care? Ask you this? I do not dare. How is it that you make me feel like this? These emotions are ones I've never missed. I thought you were a friend of mine, but without me you do just fine. I'm feeling a little down, and now I find myself frown. Why do you not seem to care? Ask you this? I do not dare. You replaced me for no apparent reason, maybe it's just the changing season. You're more excited by other friends, or are they too only passing trends? I'm feeling a little down, and now I find myself frown. Why do you not seem to care? Ask you th

A cancer by zanaiber, literature

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A cancer

A cancer; it takes her, she with a zest for living, she with a pure heart, always giving. The deadliest of diseases, the hurt and pain, it never eases. When discovered there was initial fear, accompanied by one solitary tear. But there came the time when it was accepted, prospects of death, no longer dreaded. She makes the most of what time she has left. til stolen from us, the ultimate theft.

The mountains by zanaiber, literature

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The mountains

I love the snow beneath my feet, possibility of a fate you wouldn't want to meet. Views of a landscape for all to see, settle my soul and set my heart free. Strangers on the slope ski straight past, releasing feelings we all wish would last. Up above is a cloudless sky, down below on ski's we fly. I let go of my emotions, forget all my stupid notions. Up here my cravings cease, for in the mountains I am at peace.

Nervous Anticipation by zanaiber, literature

A new day and a new game by zanaiber, literature

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A new day and a new game

It's a new day and a new game, another face with another name. You never cared about me, or what i might see. You don't care and you don't see, what you are doing to me. No, you don't care and you don't see, what you are doing.... to me. There's knew faces all the time, I wouldn't even care if this didn't rhyme. This song is about you and all the things you didn't do There's so many things you didn't do, so this song is about you. There's so many things you didn't do, so this song is about... about you. You've got to learn I am not a toy, so i'm in a new town with a new boy, he knows how to treat me right, that is why we ne

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Heartbreaker

He was the first one to say he loved me, And the first one to break my heart, I've tried to move on, leave him behind, But walking away is too hard. I gave him my heart and he took it, Then squeezed it til it would no longer beat, Leaving me broken and bruised, He threw it back at my feet. But yet his voice still makes me happy, And my love won't go away, Imagining him puts a smile on my face, I wish for him every day. Just to see him for a few moments, Takes painstaking hours to prepare, But he doesn't notice I'm wearing his favourite perfume, Nor the clips he gave me in my hair. He doesn't see the tears behind my smile,

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You lookin' at me? by zanaiber, visual art

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Aug 21, 2006

WOOO!!!

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3/4 of the way to the big thousand views! WWWOOOOOOO! THE END

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Aug 18, 2006

Afternoon conclusions

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I'm a pie, I ate a whole pizza. Now I feel horribly full. Although totally justified, it's my only meal of the day. Stupid work! Been up since 6 this morning doing my charitable deed of taking a woman to hospital (although seriously... 6??! 6?!?!?!?!?!) and then got addicted to ebay again... lol. then work, just at the end of my 3 hours off, then work again, possibly with the boyfriend as manager for the evening... not again! lol! and then i'm going out after work with a woman from work... i'm gonna die! but first, shower time! xXxXx

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Jun 16, 2006

Musing a ramble on a sunny afternoon

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So maybe I was wrong, but it's amazing how easily actions can be misinterpreted and how easy it is to not be the friend you thought you were. People should talk more, there wouldn't be this confusion if people talked more. I would just like to share this with you: 'Stop right Now Thank you very much, I need somebody with the human touch, Hey you you always on the run, Gotta slow down baby, got have some fun. ' You know you loved them too!

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justonebutton

Aug 2, 2006

ta, pet! Hope you're alreet.
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and now I've entered that twice *rolls eyes* just appreciate all the effort that went into this at... 8.30am?! *grins* of course it was only to go...

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